December 2010
1 post
It's not like it could hurt to try ...
Take two.
I am dedicating 8 weeks, to soul searching and to me.
To start with I am revisiting this list/guide to soul searching:
1. Count your blessings. One way to do this is with a “gratitude journal” in which you write down 3 to 5 things for which you are currently thankful… 2. Practice acts of kindness…
3. Savor Life’s Joys…
4. Thank a mentor… 5. Learn to forgive…
6. Invest Time and...
September 2010
10 posts
2. My music
I am thankful that the connection I have with my music can take me to all corners of the universe when I close my eyes.
It has the ability to calm me, anger me, excite me and motivate me.
There is no greater feeling than standing in a crowd with my arms in the air, my eyes closed, and singing along to a song that is making me feel like I’m flying.
Just when...
I start questioning what is even here that is worth staying for… little glimpes of gold pop up.
I want to travel. I need to.
Now is the perfect time. No boyfriend, no ties. No amazing job that I wouldn’t want to risk losing a career for.
I’m young, healthy and the world is my oyster.
So why don’t I just go?
:)
Had a really good night last night !
Feeling absolutely rotten today though…
ps.
how amazingly cute is my dog in the picture a few posts previous!?
havin
a fat day.
feelin pretty useless !
1. My Freedom
When you think about your own life in the big picture of things, we seem so small. I can go on living my day to day existance and be completely oblivious to the world around me and the fact that other people are not nearly as fortunate as I am.
A regular morning for me could involve the following…
Wake up at 7am for work. It’s so early and I don’t want to get out of my warm bed...
So things with (him) didn’t work out as I’d hoped. I let myself get carried away.
Back on my soul searching mission.
I go from days where I’m totally happy with who I am and where I’m going, perfectly content.
But then there’s ‘those’ days.
It’s like I don’t even need for there to be another variable involved for me to still feel...
WikiAnswers: What does soul searching mean?
Answer: The act of facing one’s inmost self with courage, determined to bring every ulterior thought, emotion, and motive to light.Wow.How can I get from here to there asap?
July 2010
0 posts
:))
I have got the most kind, generous, and loving boyfriend ever . How did I get so lucky?
June 2010
17 posts
1 tag
“Excited of the potential ahead… But I’m worried its the same story...”
“I hate you,
and then I love you.
It’s like I want to throw
you off a...”
sexualfrustrationblog:
i just want you to want me. in many ways.
There's an elephant in the room
And everyone is being way too polite to tell me :(
“Holy Moly I love Lauren Lucas :)”
“Even though you barely know I exist, it kills me how amazing I think you...”
A Soul Searchers Guide: Via Google
First search came up with this … I think this is pretty lame and unspecific. I don’t think this is going to help me !
1. Count your blessings. One way to do this is with a “gratitude journal” in which you write down 3 to 5 things for which you are currently thankful… 2. Practice acts of kindness…
3. Savor Life’s Joys…
4. Thank a mentor…...
Wow
I just checked my formspring for the first time ever and didn’t realise that someone had written to me on it …. I want to know who it is . The only people I can think of that would say something like that would actually say it to me …
‘Hi um I’m wayy too scared to tell it to you in person. But you are really a beautiful girl from inside and out. It sucks sometimes...
“It’s probably the worst thinking the world of someone when you just know...”
soul searching part 1
So I’ve been hanging out on my own a lot more. Well, not so much my own. But only epople that I see as a friend. Trying to keep the boys sitcho quiet.
And I’m not really sure what the result is yet? It’s kinda bothering me, thats all so far. I haven’t realised anything. I haven’t learnt anything. And I haven’t figured out what I wanna do yet.
This is very...
So I’ve been trying to do some soul searching lately .. The last few months everything seems to have changed. Some things for better and some things for worse.
I expressed maybe 1 of my endlesssss amounts of concerns to a stoner friend the other night… And he actually gave me incredible advice.
He just said, ‘Elle, it sounds like you need to do some soul searching..’ I...
March 2010
16 posts
Link: Ben Harper - Walk Away →
Oh no Here comes that sun again That means another day Without you my friend And it hurts me To look into the mirror at myself And it hurts even more To have to be with somebody else And it’s so hard to do And so easy to say But sometimes Sometimes you just have to walk away Walk away With so many people To love in my life Why do I worry About one But you put the happy In my ness You put the...
1 tag
Puppy love
Sitting on the train directly opposite a 17yr old couple clearly crazy for each other that remind me too well of a couple I once knew… 3
Don'cha
Spent my evening being a massive nerd doing Tracey anderson and pussycat dolls fitness DVDs with Andree and Katherine. Haha. Staying at andrees for a few days until I get my car stuff sorted… I just want this to be over!
Ohhhh my aunty is so stressful… :( I don’t think I’m going to be here as long as I thought lol. She makes everything a hassle and fusses. Lol. It’s...
Some good news at last...
Decided to randomly ring optus at southland and see if they’d recieved my iPhone back yet, and, sure enough it had arrived about half hour previous to my call. :))))
I missssedddd it.
Now I can tumblr from here too :))))
Chin up Elle.
So they got you too...
I am so sick of losing my friends to boyfriends. I know it might seem like thats easy for me to say because I am single, but I recently have lost a really good friend who I always thought would be different in this situation. I never thought she would be the type to ditch her friends when she got into a relationship.
It sucks too that it’s getting worse and worse just as I need her the...
Shit day.
I think I wrote off my poor little car today… :( I’m so miserable. I loved that car to absolute pieces and put so much time and money into it. I spent at least 2-3 hours in it each day, if not 4-5. I have fully comprehensive insurance, but its not about the money :( How could I be so careless.
Click, and listen to the sound of magic :) →
Songs that have you convinced they were written about your own life…
Keep my heart turning on axles around you Keep our love burning just like it used to do Now just for us, they could play our favourite tune Let’s not discuss all these things we can’t undo Let Rain fall from concrete coloured sky No boy, don’t speak now you just Drive, drive, drive Take me through make me...
Went to Between the Bays Music Festival yesterday, cannot begin to explain how amazing it was :)
“One of the most tragic things I know about human nature is that all of us tend...”
– Dale Carnegie